Dear Violet:
I'm not bitter, twisted or self-absorbed, (well maybe a little bit twisted). But you certainly have a right to remain in the WTS and if that is your desire then it matters not to me.
My opinion is that the WTS has twisted scripture and decieved it's followers for well over 100 years now and personally, I'm glad to be free of it. I'm also glad to be free from attending meetings, assemblies and other JW requirments where lies are taught and the people attending are self-righteous twits. I know, because I used to be one of them. All in all, I'm better off now. But hey, each of us has to find our own sense of security and fulfillment.
You have my best wishes.